ok, this is where i ask something kinda personal and if you don't wanna answer it, then don't. Have you even felt the same way about someone for a long time and tried really hard to get over them and you feel like you do but then something reminds you of that person and you start thinking about them again? that happened to me today while i was listening to music, but it made me realize that i think i am completely over this person and how much i really wanna find someone new. Finding someone new is hard, especially when you are shy and unattractive like myself, but i am determined to find someone. so i feel like today i finally won the losing battle, i've wasted so much time on this one person and now i am ready to start all over again.....and to tell you the truth, it feels fucking great.