I just realized no one knew that they found the car and all my stuff was still in it except my fuzzy jacket and a pair of leather work gloves. They bad part is they busted the steering column and that little window in the back. It still runs and drives fine, I just have to start it with a screwdriver. Needless to say, it stays in my driveway most of the time. I love my classes, massage school doesn't seem too difficult...yet. Gypsy practice however will have to either be rescheduled or I'll need to meet with them all individually at different times in the week since my tests are on Mondays and that's when practice is. I don't want Abiyah teaching them on his own since his form is so wrong I don't want him teaching them to dance the way he does because I'll have to smack anyone that dances like that. He was our worst dancer last year and the only reason he's back this year at all is because he talked to Jim before I got the chance to, so now he's in charge with me. It's enough to make me want to hurt someone, which I'm afraid that I've been taking outmy frustrations on Micheal a bit much lately. Sorry Micheal!!! I'll massage it all away when I get the chance, I promise. David, I do hope that we can stay friends til the end, but I don't know how realistic another chance is going to be, especially anytime soon. I let go of you a long time ago, but only recently remembered you at all. Times have changed alot over the years and I'm not sure if it will repeat again. The same goes for you Stephen, though I can't let go in this life til I see you again and prove to myself that I'm making the right choice, I'm not sure if the past can repeat for us either. All I can say is that I'll know for sure after I've seen you again. Then maybe I'll figure out who Freya belongs to, but I'm doubting I'll figure that out for a long time. One thing I do know is that I can't and won't let the pain I've felt in this life repeat, no matter what the cost. On the lighter side I have four fish now, they're so pretty. Two male and two female bettas all in their own tanks. I'll probably get more next week. A guy that I pestered at renfest last year ended up being in my class, I've never meet any of the people that I randomly decide to at pester fair in real life. I was so amused. like most of the time. I got a new coin scarf, blue velvet with red beads and silver coins. Yay!! But now I think I've said basically everything that's happened in the past couple weeks. Except for that alot of people at work seem to think that me and this other guy are dating or should be so they keep trying to set us up. Oh well, people are crazy, night everybody!