Though I may not remember everything about the past and some may say that it doesn't even exist at all outside of my imagination. Even if others doubt what I say and believe in, I no longer doubt any of it because every fiber of my being tells me it was real. For those of you who think I should wake up and see the truth, that I should forget about my childhood fantasies, move on and grow up, leave me alone. Find some one else to torment, find somebody else's dreams to destroy, but don't insult my thoughts again. Just because you think that the family, that the pack is nothing more than something a bunch of teenagers came up with to fulfill their boredom and justify their actions back then, well I wasn't there then, so this isn't just some game to take up my time that I just happened to start playing after almost everyone else stopped playing. I've never once thought of any of this as a game or anything along those lines, I did however doubt who I was a while back, but I stopped doubting when I realized that some of my old stories (from 3 or 4 years before I met any of you) coincided with the memories of others from back then, that others knew things about me that I hadn't told anyone because they had known them about me before. You can believe what you want to believe, but nothing you say will change my thoughts and beliefs, so please refrain from the empty insults from now on. Now that that's been said and I'm done ranting for now about those that have doubted me over the past few years. I have some wonderful news, I'm engaged!!! Now I don't want to hear any of that "it's too soon" or "you're rushing into things" and before anyone suggests it, no I'm not pregnant........I'm just happy. I would love it if the ENTIRE old family would join us for the ceremony on Samhain. Yes I know I'm selfish to ask for that but I at the very least would like to put a face to the names I've heard from my fiance when he talks about the past in this life. But hey if you really want you can consider showing up, not killing each other, and staying through the entire ceremony to be your wedding present to us because I know that Gabriel wants the entire family together in one place if even for a moment and I would merely like to meet everyone, I'm just assuming that at Samhain this year would be the best time to do so, without any bloodshed. I care for the family that I've known and miss the family that I've not.