I was looking through all the work I got to do for my courses, and boy its a heck of a lot of shit to do. I made a list so that I'd be able to cross things off once they're done. Turns out there are 65 items on the list. All due in 10 days or less. Fuck. It's not that I slacked off and didn't do my work on time and I'm doing it all in the last minute, but my mom wants me to finish early because of this trip she booked for all of us. It's in Germany, and should be really fun. Now tha hard part is finising all this shit work in the next 10 days or so *_* I was talking with one of my friends last night, and she was pretty upset about her friend ditching her, and treating her like shit. Well, she said something really hurtful to me; but I don't know if I should take it to heart considering she was in a pissed off mood anyways. We've been friends since October this year, and I consider her one of my closest friends. She's like 'I'm just going to be an antisocial person. What do you need friends for anyway' I told her just to stick to online friends and one or two boyfriends. Then she said, 'Well, we only know each other online. No offense or anything' =( And here I was thinking we were good friends. She even told me so at least half a dozen times. She apologized afterwards, but I'm not sure if she really meant it or not. *sigh* good friends are so hard to find nowadays... Matt's been acting strange since the last time we spoke. I don't know, maybe he's just changed, and doesn't want to know me anymore...that'd be really sad if it were the case. Me n him were pretty good friends in November and December. I don't know why he's avoiding me now. We don't have the long convos we used to have. And he doesn't speak to me as though he respects me anymore. On other positive news, Rob's pretty cool. And no, I'm not saying this because you may possibly read it:P but really, he's a cool person. I know his sarcastic comments sometimes go overboard or w.e, but I know he doesn't mean them. It used to bother me, but he apologized enough times for me to know he was only kidding:P Last night was pretty cool. Or should I say this morning (1:00am-4:00am [about]) I won't write down why it was cool, or perhaps I will in a private entry, but yeah...(Rob knows what I'm talking about:P )...and no its not something perverted in case any of you are thinking that. lol Well, I'm doing homework right now. School sucks. W.E I should stop bitchin and finish workin. Yes, that's what I'll do. Later