So much is going on right now. University next year, moving in with my bf, my parents and family are probably going to move away too. Its so stressful. Not to mention I'm taking another 3 courses this semester. I haven't even started any of that work yet. Then there's people pissing me off from every angle. Seriously, its like no one wants ot leave me alone. I haven't felt this overwhelemed since...summer or so. (yeah, i know, the funnest season in the year...don't ask) So I still haven't told him that I'm moving in with my bf. He's totally going to freak out. There's a lot more going on than I can write here, just in case he does read this. He thinks I need his protection or something. Or that I can't take care of myself or that I'm not capable of doing so. Hunni, I'm about twice your size, mentally and physically, and if anything were to happen, who better to deal with it than myself. It's not like you can do anything anyway, before so far away. *sigh* There's so much planning to do. And so much schoolwork to do. Everything is just so very very stressful. I just want to call you and lie down and talk for hours. That would make me feel a lot better. If only. :( Another headache starting up now. I need hardcore drugs...err--tyelnol or something, some strong coffee, and just to sit down and focus and finish all that needs to be done. I'm thinking I'm going to read a bit, and then start working.