I'm happy. There ya go, I said it. Haven't been using that word a lot lately, but tonight I am going to. Among things that make me happy, people are probably the biggest factor. Also along with eyeliner, doing things right, and doing things for people. And cart-wheeling. Ok, the point is, I'm happy right now. I'm not going to ruin it with coming up with some gay analogy or metaphor. It is what it is; happy. I made up with one of my friends who I was mad at for the longest time. I just realized that I misunderstood a lot of things and jumped to some conclusions, which I shouldn't have. But now it's good again. I think I can talk to him without feeling any of that shyness, holding back, or whatever it was that was there before. Also, I'm pretty sure I made a good friend tonight. He's one of the few people I can talk to easily, without having to hide what I mean or making things too obvious. It's really good. (I used it's really good a lot in this sentence. oh well) Even though I have a whole lot of shit to do for tomorrow (i.e. schoolwork) I'm not as worried as I was, because I'm pretty sure I can do it. I even think---dare I say it---‘confident’ that I'll get them done. :O I used that word…wow. Hmm. Last night was pretty cool. I think I found my motivational tool. I’m not going to say who or what it is (because I a very superstitious) and I don’t wanna jinx it. Let’s just hope it stay with me all the way until June, after exams. That’s all I can think of to write, right now. I just wanted to write down that ‘happy’ feeling…somehow capture it in words. Hmm, I doubt I did a good job, but oh well, its there. It’s written. Perhaps I’ll even start writing in this every day. I doubt it’ll happen right away, but maybe I’ll get back to being a faithful diary keeper. I’m going to email my dad, then I’m going to do some work. Night