Well, so much for writing in this everyday, eh. Oh well, I've been pretty busy lately, doing schoolwork and shit. I just found out we're leaving on Wednesday, not Friday, as I have previously thought. Fuck. I really needed those two extra days. I'm pretty mcuh screwed. I still got to wash a bunch of clothes, iron them and pack them :S Not to mention all the other things I got to do before I leave... On other news, i finally got the courage to email him. Matt. I said most of what I wanted to, hopefully without sounding bitchy or demanding or something. I sure hope he doesn't take it that way. I told him about how I feel he's changed lately..and things aren't the same as they used to be. Also, otehr stuff happened lately, but I am not in the mood of writing it all out. I guess I coudl write about some of it. I had too much caffine the other night and I didn't end up sleeping (obviously) until 5 Pm the next day. And i was acting pretty hyper in classes and shit. i even asked my teacher if i could use profanity such as 'heck, hell, or another word for a donkey' in my writing. He said he'd 'close his eyes' when reading those parts. lol. I might use fuck, just to see what he says. No, only kidding. But if i did end up using that 'swear word' its because the poem originally had it when I wrote the poem. hehe. I guess I am just procrastinating right now. I emailed a bunch of people, including Arwa, Matt, and my dad (hes overseas on business for a while). So i better get back to all that fun work I have to do *_* buh bye