34. Thought Patterns

Feeling: blah
How wierd is it that I think of my best friend more than I think of my bf? Is that wrong...probably. But it doesn't feel wrong.So I don't know what to think. It's not like I have perverted thoughts about my best friend, then again they're not completely innocent either. ;) Hmm, rereading that, I sound pretty gross, eh. Also I find myself missing my best friend more than I miss my bf. And wanting to call him more. I guess we just share more memories than my bf and I do. It'll pass over time. I think... The thing is, it doesn't bother me too much. But my conscience is telling me it should. So is Cerrine. And she's almost always right. Like right now, I want to call him, but I know he's probably going to be asleep. He likes me waking him up, but it prolly gets annoying after a bit. lol. Oh well I should do some school.
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Awwwwww
Also, Cerrine is hardly ever right.
Remember that time she said she isn't in love with me?
Or that time she was like "I don't touch myself"?
Or that time she told me she would never talk to me again, but then she did?
ok this is an old entry but i hoped you called him.
Nothing ever goes away and in thinking it will you're only fooling yourself. The best you can do is confront it and hope to make peace.