So today was an okay day. Nothing fun or exciting happened (no surprise here, eh). But yeah read a pretty sad article this morning. Here’s the story: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10717827/ I doubt any of you will actually go and read it, so yeah, I’ll tell you a bit about it. It’s about how two kids aged 9 and 5 were left home alone over The New Years weekend, while their parents vacationed some place. Like the 9 year old was expected to take care of his 5 year old autistic brother. Like wtf?? What kind of retarded fucked up parents leave their two young kids alone for two whole days? Like even a few hours is too much, but two whole days??? I was really shocked to read this. Heck, they even got a babysitter for their puppies….wtf?? they care more about their puppies than they do their own children (technically stepmother and real father, but still) OMG, it was so sad. It’s a good thing the police found them, though, and arrested the shitheads who are supposed to be their parents. Well good, I hope they rot in jail (they wont cuz child negligence is a maximum of 6 years, but yeah I wish they still would). Stupid people…seriously there’s some couples out there who are doing EVERYTHING they could to have children, and people like these who already do have children neglect them like this. That’s just soo messed up. Well last night I said I’d write about my visit to the doctors yesterday, but I don’t feel like going into detail. The jist of it is: - She thinks I’m depressed because I looked ‘down and not like how I usually did’ (mind you, this visit was at 7:30 in the morning, how the fuck am I supposed to look like?) - I apparently lost too much weight from last year. WTF? Is she stupid or blind because compared to me she is literally a stick, and yeah… - She thinks I cut myself because of some scars I have on my arms -_- - She kept pressuring me about ‘is everything fine at home’ ‘do you have friends, or people to talk to’ and shit like that. (Yes I do have friends, most of them online, and a few ‘real life’ ones, but w.e its all good) - If I ever need to talk I should call her or talk to a guidance counselor, parent, or friend (trust me, I talk waaaay too much to friends, so I’m feelin’ fine) ^_^ That’s about it. Other stuff included her trying to get me to admit to cutting, and various shit of the same sort. W.t.f On another note, I thought I had the ‘perfect playlist’, and this was like a last week =( Now when I’m scanning through all my songs I’m getting so sick of them, its getting annoying. I thought it was perfect though…I guess that’s what happens when you listen to the same shit for 10 hours straight a day. (at least). I need new stuff… Yeah, so my brother thinks I’m emo. Apparently that’s what its called when you wear your bangs in front of your eyes, put on too much kohl and eye shadow, and listen to predominantly ‘white’ music. (lol this is not meant to be racist. Its just that I’m African, and yeah I’m supposed to like 50 cent or sumthing like that. Lmao I listen to EVERYTHING: blink 182, Linkin park, green day, jay-z, Eminem, evanescence…mostly mainstream stuff [yes Rob *sheesh*]. So yeah) I hate how people categorize you into groups or w.e since no one fits exactly one thing. Its so retarded; but I guess it’s a good thing I do homeschooling or else I’d be preaching this to everyone in high school. Hehe. So the point is I am not emo, punk, gansgta (or however-the-heck u spell it) or anything. I am ME (lmao that sounds soooo cliché, I love it. Haha) [wait, eww, isn’t that what Ashlee Simpson’s new CD is called? Eww] On a final note (probably no one even read this far, but whatever), I actually baked something today. Actually two somethings (fuck you spell check). They tasted good I guess. My dad claims the date thingy was the best dessert he had EVER eaten. Haha I felt so good hearing that. Lol, yes I am a geek, but daddy and I aren’t usually best buds and its nice to feel like friends once in a while. I was the queen of the house for the rest of the evening. Heck, if I’d have known this before, I would of baked him something before asking him if I could do something I know I’m not allowed to. Oh well, I know it now, and I’ll use it to my advantage. Hehe. ‘dad, can I drive the car’ ‘yum this is good. Sure, hunny anything you want’ *muahahaha* (I don’t have my license btw, nor do I know how to operate a car ^_^) Anyways that’s about all I have to rant about tonight. Oh yeah, got tons of shitwork-- I mean ‘schoolwork’ to do. Grr…got to go make two pots of coffee -_- Night