Why do i keep doing this? I know what people to stay away from, because they're not good for me; they hurt me. But why do I constantly keep going back to them and seek their approval for everything I do? What the heck is wrong with me? Why can't I just stay away from these people? Why do I feel drawn towards them and that I need to prove myself everytime I talk to, or am around them? They keep hurting me, yet I still come back. This is beyond stupid. I know what I should be doing but I don't do it. I know who I want to be with, but I don't make any effort to try and make that happen.