mmmk. syracuse game=fun. :) we had a good time. i wasted my christmas vacation. oook. now to the real point. my parents are already nagging me about next year. i have to pick dance or cheerleading. i would definately pick dance. but i love cheerleading! it's so much. i told them i could do both but "it's not the point" i also told them that i could pay for my dance.. but "that's not the point" i guess the point is i can't do two things at once. whatever. it really made me mad. i guess they just don't want me to miss dance a whole lot. i know that i can do both. last year wrestling matches were supposed to be on thursday's. i guess they changed. i wouldn't have joined if they were on wednesday's. uhh! jesus christ. i wish my parents would just let me get away with it, since i won't be able to get away with stuff when im in "the real world" like that. :( soo im home alone now. and cold. i just need a break from life... i thought about quitting everything. then going goth and rebeling so they would get my point. quit everything i love just because of them. but then i thought that that was kind of dumb. soo im not going to do that. then another..but it's rediculous. so i guess i just have to see what happens. i know mrs. c would be dissapointed. i like her even though other people don't. i just get frustrated with her sometimes. it's really going to make me sad if i won't be able to do it next year. ok since im complaining about crap..i'll just go on. i hate how people have their feelings hurt by someone then they don't even tell them. i mean you could at least clear it up. like if they did it because they weren't friends, i understand. but i think friends should get stuff out like that. then i hate how dumb people could be. when they have a problem with someone and don't confront them. i mean you could be nice about it. we're all guilty of both. soo like it matters. ok im sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings who read this. i can be really dumb when im mad..