well this is my first time doing this crapppppppp
my life sucks becuse im in 9th grade when i should be in 10th grade.
friday my g/f jen took 15 zanies and ate weed
walked her to her bus not knowing that this would be my last time seeing her at school
then monday i get pulled out of computer apps and took down to the office and searched. thaey dont tell me why until after they dumped my book bag and i had to put every thing back in it and they riped apart my 2 month old Vans fuckers.... then i get told my g/f is in the hosipital becuse seh OD on zanies. O JOY WTFM i break down get pissed off becuse i told her NOT to take the pills....... but she as all in the past are suicidel ass she did any way
thay talk to me for a while and thay finaly say that im the one that supplyed the drugs AND IM NOT. later i find out her parents said that i supplyed the pills. so her parents wont let me see her or talk to her now WTF man!! arghh die parents die.......
btw...welcome to sitd..;)
hmmmm
but anyway- I'm sorry about what's going on with Jen, it's a rough thing going through what she is going through, and I know I don't know exactly what she's going through but I have tried to kill myself a couple of times.
If you need to talk about anything, I'll be here.
my last suicide attempt was a little less than a year ago and I slit my wrists and then overdosed on something, I don't remember but I guess I didn't take enough pills because I woke up 3 hours later still alive, and then I threw up.
I cut myself all the time, pain is the only comfort I have now.
hey do you have aol instant messenger?
if you do then IM me, my screen name is: ImEvanescenced
so they are still loosers.....not able to kill themselves....tststs