ok mel came over again... yeah mom not knowing still dumbass mom lol yeah i miss her i just keep thinking that im not good enough for her theres a lot more better looking guys out there than me so ya know..... well my mom came down to the basment to do laundry YAY! with melissa over so yeah pushed her into the bathroom then snuck her up the stairs and she sat out side for like an hour.... I FELT LIKE DIEING FOR DOING THAT IM SO SORRY MELISSA go im fucking useless and patheticley sad... thats how i feel well then my mom went to her room and melissa came back in god man i love her so much i just dont feel like im good enough for her i just...... i cant explane this ima go ltr maggots