i hate my life my fucking day sucked big fucking dick. started in 1st pd my fay ass teacher mrs rian came back from where ever she was. i was listing to my cd player she comes behind me and takes my cd player and says thats not alowed bitch............. then i was on this site at school geting ready to put an entry in she came up behind me and said LOG OFF NOW im like bitch u r a bitch so she sends me down to the office. i dont know if i was writen up or not i just said fuck it. rest of the day was ok same insults from the farmers nothing new then my friend sam (girl) the one that used to comfort me or kinda try i always pushed her away she was telling me this stuff about her boy friends drumer in his band. the drummers g/f is a god girl. she wants the drummer to be in her talent show. so he is for the pussy. and andrew sams b/f is going to every practice sam doesent want him to but he is going any way. so shes all upset becuse she does not like this girl at all i couldent give much advice. she has been acting very strange latley i dont know why. that makes me sad for some reason. i dont know why but i do kinda have some fealings for her i dont want to tell her becuse we have a so/so friendship were cool. shes always trying to rub on me or lick i dont want her to do that becuse of the fealing boo fealings.