yeah how gay is this mood CAVALIER GAY WHYYYYYYYYYYY SCOTTT NOOOOOOOOOOO GET RID OF THAT ONE ITS GAY AHHHHHHHHH SCHOOL MASCOTT GAYYYYYYYYYY I HATE THAT GAY GAY GAY GAY well yeah past few days have been fucked up depresed yeah ive done some dumbass things lateley cutting of the arm thing bad things and allmost breaking up with melissa becuse my mind is so confused right now.... yep like i said my mind is so used to being empty and haveing no one and im soooooo fucking used to being alone that i tryed to push melissa away and i was going to do it to but i couldent do it i actualy love her this is so new to me i would never do that stupid shit again.. i would rather die then try to to push her away.. ~::.I Love You Melissa.::~ I Couldent Live Without You. Im always here for you when ever you need me. and i know you will always be there for me.