well im sitting in my room i could be geting ready to goto the movies but NOPE! doesent look like im going to the movies to night and it looks like 2 dozen rosees just wen t in the trash outside becuse theres no use for them well that was a nice waste of $40 OH FUCKING WELL! lalala well melissa forgoooooooott to ask her mom if she could goto the movies with me tonight so i called her and she was like oh shes not home then i was like did you ask her and she was like i forgot...... AHHHH!!!!HHHAHAHAHH!!!!!!!! FUCKKKKKKKK!!!! i was pissed!!! well this whole grand time im sitting in my room racking back andforth going fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!! i wanted to cut my fucking arm so bad but i hate cutters but carvers are cool! so i dident not going back to the past...... well im hopeing i can atlest see her to night... n much to do i wana go out to the mall with mike and spend the money i was going to use for the movies on stupid usless shit! well i hope we die ltr maggots! but hey im not mad at melissa its not her fault her mom just doesent want her to go becuse her cusion is over so i understand AGAIN IM NOT MAD AT YOU MELISSA!!