well just got hime im tired as a bitch!!! HMMM 8 HOUR PHONE CONVERSATION! ALLLL NIGHHHHTTTT well yeah.... wish we wouldent of had that conversation yeahhhhhh i hate myself my words i should be dead but some people dont agree... well today in science i worked on my 4 page long suicide not one for kyle 2 pages for melissa and 1 page for my family lets say that one was short ha. well yeah i got home took the big ass bandaids off my arm slimy shit under it... dumbed some peroxide(sp?) to lazy to go look at the bottle.... shit went deep it was bleeding all day today still is ohwell im not to sure what hapend on the phone last night with me and melissa and im not going to sit here and type it all so you fuckers can read it but if you KYLE want to know call me or im me ill tell ya... but yeah i know one thing me and melissa will be together for a long loong looong loooong looooong looooooonnnnggggggggg time but shit im not bitching i think im going to go shave off my under the chin chin hair now that i see it in a picture it looks stupid..... YEAH THANKS SHITY DNA WITH MY WHITE TRASH GENES AND ALL THAT SHIT!!!!!! yeah well this smorning i had 2 20oz cups of coffee and to STAY AWAKES MMMMM RUSH then i just crashd in 6th period yeah it sucks balls headache out the ass now owell.... well im gona go hate myself somemore later maggots