ahhhhhhhhhhh im about to just delete this whole fricken diarie its brought me nothing but shittttttttt ahhhh my friends mom reads it my girlfriends parents read it and all the stuff i have in here makes me look like shit IM NOT A CUTTER I DONT POP PILLS AND I DID SMOKE WEED BUT NOW I HAVE STOPED for my girlfriend becuse thats the only way i could remain going with her and i think that just shows how much i love ashley!!!!!!!!!!!!! my friends think that my g/f is awesome so thats cool i think ahhhhhhhhhhh AND 2 ALL THE PARENTS THAT READ MY DIARIE I 1.DO NOT CUT 2.NOT A PILL POPPER 3.NO LONGER SMOKE WEED 4.AND I LOVE ASHLEY~!!!!!~