well its 11:04 i CAN NOT SLEEP im to busy thing oh melissa ERRRRR!!!! and i have to work tomorow damn emotions i keep runingthrough my mind of the hapening today and how it was the happyest day of my life!!! FUCK!! i miss melissa :( i hope i can get some sleep tonight maybe if i take some of those sleeping pills i take to get messed up but ill take them the right way this time!! ha i miss melissa!!!!