People are stupid. Being third wheeled is stupid. Boys are stupid. Being sick is stupid. People getting mad at you for stupid things is stupid. Being cold is stupid. That is a short list of stupid things. I can't talk to him anymore without getting angry. I mean, he let me fall in love with him, lead me on, and then blew up at me. I can't even treat him the same way. He tells me I can tell him anything but he doesn't pay me the same curtesy and then when something has bugged him for so long he just blows up at me. That bugs me so bloody much. More than I care to admit. How can he expect me to tell him everything when he doesnt tell me everything??? GAAH. WHY CAN'T I JUST BE AT PEACE WITH MY BLOODY LIFE?! WHY CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!