I love him. I'm pretty sure of that fact now. Just in time to be unsure of if he really loves me or not. Last night he barely gave me a glance, then before I left pulled me in and held me close. What is going on? Why can't he just be the same with me when we are with people as he is with me when we are alone? A friend told me to be myself with him and with the rest of my friends. I am. I don't do anything different just because I'm alone with him. ''I probably wouldn't be this way, it probably wouldn't hurt so bad...''