He broke up with me over four months ago and I still am not completely over him. Saw him last night at the dance...I almost cried. Why does it have to hurt so much? Then there was the fact that three of the people in my group are in a fight...one of them was my date...boy that was awkward. I spent most of the night wishing that someone else was there...but he's not 16 yet...I wanted him to hold me tight and not let go...I was so tempted to go home from the dance and get my car and drive to his house to see him...which would have been a bad idea so I'm glad I didn't. I think he may have answered my questions--he says his "maybe" means yes and he's been maybeing me a lot lately. I wouldn't mind. I just don't want to fall for someone again and get hurt yet again. I seem to have the worst luck with guys, I end up with all the jerks who just end up hurting me. I think I'll get him to hug me at school tomorrow...have him pull me close and hold me. I like it when he does that. It makes me feel loved.