Was I reading him wrong??? He told me liked me... Today was hellish. Seriously. I'd hoped to get to hang out with him and be silly and fun and just be US after school today. He was angry about something and the only thing he would say about it was that he had said something to someone and he had been disappointed in himself for saying it. He said maybe in a few days he'll tell me what happened. I wish he trusted me enough to tell me. I wish he'd let me in. The stupid freshman was there after school today. I was sad because the cute boy I like was being angry and whatnot so I decided to flirt with said stupid freshman. It didn't make me feel better. It made me feel worse because he just sat there. There seemed to be this uncrossable gulf between us that I haven't ever felt before. When I'm with him, I can talk to him about anything. I couldn't. We have this little joke between us where we say "So I like this person..." and today he just said, "Yeah, I know." in this really angry, blah sounding voice and I just felt so torn. I feel like crying...But I won't.