I spent last night at his house. And about froze. We went to bed around one-ish, and as soon as he was asleep, he turned away from me so I didn't get the benefit of his body heat. His house is really cold and it sucked. Lol Anyways... More about that night. So he can and got me from work at a little before ten, and we went out to his place, and snuggled for a little bit and then ended up watching the movie "You Don't Mess With The Zohan". Which, by the way, is effing lame. Also seriously like...sexually charged, and not in a good way. Then the movie got over, and like I said, we went to bed, and it was freezing. And since he didn't snuggle me while we were sleeping, it was even more freezing. I'm a little person: five foot one inch, 106 pounds. Therefore, no body fat to keep me warm. I don't like being cold. I'm a little angry with him. He has basically told me that if I want to be with him like...long term, I have to give up the dreams I had for my future (the temple wedding I want to have) but HE doesn't have to stop drinking. GRR!! How is that at ALL fair? Haven't talked to him in two days, no wait three. Proud of myself, but at the same time, I miss just talking to him. But in all honesty, he isn't going to be the one I end up with. He will always be my first love, and will always have a tiny piece of my heart, but...*sigh* I don't know, I just want MORE and he isn't willing to give me more........... Aren't I worth it?