I think that I'm starting to fall for him all over again. I thought I'd finally gotten over it. Gotten over him. Gotten past it. But then I see him, and he starts flirting with me and all that happy fun stuff and it starts all over again. It happens with the other one too; the "freshman". Everytime...Why can't I just...aaah. And then....the last one, who I have absolutly no chance with. Why can't I just stop feeling this way? He's so amazing, he's smart, thoughtful, sweet, and when its just the two of us hanging out I don't feel like I have to be any certain way, don't have to say anything. There have been so many times we've just sat there and he's just held me in his arms and kissed my forehead and fingers and the top of my head and we've just been silent, watching the stars and listening to anything, talking about anything. I don't feel like I can't say something to him because of how he will react. I don't feel like I have to censer anything I say because I'm afraid he'll get upset like most guys. I don't know what to do.