I like writing in backwardsness. Today I spent all day devoloping my fucking film for sculpture, and after spending about twenty dollars on paper, the negatives weren't clear enough to develop properly. So I dragged Laura away from all of her classes and made her help me, which she did very nicely. =) And eventually, after about four hours in the darkroom, out of a film of 24, I ended up with 3 decent photographs. How frustrating and unfair. =( And it was a nice black and white film too. =( So now I have to explain to my art teacher why I'm handing in negatives for my internal. Eeeh. I hope he doesn't fail me. The sculptures were really good, it was just the fucking photographs that weren't. =( But never mind. I'm going on a quest for the perfect couple. I know four people who've been with their boyfriends for over a year or so, and out of them all - the guys are reasonably happy - the girls are miserable but can't do anything. They want more and the guys want less. But to start with, before the novelty wore off, they were so in love. And then the love follows the same pattern for all of them - grows, lessens, grows etc.* I felt rather disheartened by my little characher study. I wonder what it says in general for both genders - is it the girls who are unreasonable, or the guys? Or is it finally coming to light that, after years of heterosexual relationships... we should all be gay? =P *This is a large gerneralisation based on four sixteen/seventeen year old girls at my school. Is definitely not a given for all couples. =P