You know how somedays you just don't feel like it being sunny? You feel so grumpy and sick and emotional that you want it to rain -even though- you know it'll just increase your bad mood? Tony gave me a yellow balloon today to cheer me up. He's lovely like that. It kind of worked too, for about an hour. I get paid tomorrow. I hope its as much as I think it will be. I want to get a new job. My niceness and hardworkingness gets taken advantage of.