I felt pretty at school on Friday. I just did. Its the first time in God only knows how long that I've felt good about myself. Andrew said I looked like whatsherface... Kirsten Dunst. I think shes hot, so, meh. =P About eight of us went to the beach on Saturday. I felt included. =) We all monopolised a cafe for a couple of hours and sat around in various states of undress in our bikinis. =P People gave me looks because I was wearing a long skirt and my bikini top with a flimsy little undone shirt over the top. I probably looked like a slut but then again, we all looked about the same. =P I bought a skirt which is about six inches too long and drags on the ground. But its prettyful. I used money off Andrews card, and then I had to admit it to him. I was frightened, but he took it... kind of well. He didn't shout at me or anything. And then he cuddled me and said to not be silly because he didn't mind. And put his hands around my throat and told me not to do that again. =P Great sex last night.