I saw David in town yesterday, not to talk to but to look at. I felt a definite heart pull and forced myself to look away, feeling sick to see him hold open a door for another girl.
Who was as usual, tall and thin.
What is it about males and that superficiality? They claim to love small feminine girls but when it comes to the cruch, they want the tall skinny masculine figured one.
Maybe I'm just bitter cause I'll never be tall and I'll never be unfeminine.
I don't know.
what makes her special?
There is a man out there who thinks you're the most beautiful girl in the world. Never forget that and never stop looking for him.
I get really upset when Brendon will look up at a girl and she'll be perfectly thin and gorgeous. I just keep it to myself though.
I hate having this whole self-loathing thing going on but it's so hard when they surround me. And anyway, it's not often that you see a short and delicate model.
Bah.
The pretty girls are often ugly. =P
Got a cure for bitterness?