We were sitting in town, discussing it all. And there was this couple sitting sort of near us. She was walking around, taking huge breaths like she was trying to control her tears. He was sitting, and the pain in his eyes was so evident. Then there was this other couple... about fourteen or something. The girl kept watching Andrew and I as we talked. And I got so fucking pissed off at her for staring at us like that when my world was falling apart. But I realised that I was doing it too... its strange. Strange to show so much interest in someone elses affairs. We're still together. But... we're having a 'break'. Its hard. When someone has been your whole life for over a year, and then suddenly isn't... you just feel so lost, so lost. Everything reminds me of him. I lie in bed and the sheets smell like him. I look in my closet and it's full of his clothes.