ok today has been absolutely insane!!! first of all i totally bombed my statistics exam and called home all upset. then i found out that the place where i supposedly got my one loan has no record of me and i still have not gotten my cell phone. then i was asked on a date by a 32 year old and i really dont know what to think of that because on one hand maturity is good but on the other could he want something im not willing to give??? i also spoke to my recent ex anthony for awhile (we are still on friendly terms) and i got to talk to his daughter jasmine who is 3 and i miss her to pieces. i also spoke to another ex well... if you can call it that we dated for three years starting when i was in 7th grade. and he wants to get together during my thanksgiving break. there is also this guy brian who wants to meet up and ... there are just not enough days or not enough hours in the day! i mean im super flattered... but ack! im so confused! and i really dont know whether or not to go out with this 32 year old on thursday!!! blah tomorrow night i am supposed to go out with paul but i dont know ... my roommate is coming with, i begged her to come with. ive been bouncing off the walls all night and have a feeling i wont be getting any sleep which isnt really good because i have my modern belief exam tomorrow. so yea.... had to get all of that down. but anyways,,,, i guess im gonna go because i gotta do something to calm myself down. its been a rollercoaster day.