So I’m just another nobody added to your list
Just one more heartache you can’t risk
One more name combined with the bunch forgotten
Just A blurry face in your crowded mind gone rotten
Where love and hate struggle to be the first to succeed
That pivotal moment you lost your control to greed
There I lay open and scathed to the bone
When you left me lying cold and alone
Trembling from lust and pain in the gloom
You laugh at a distance in the other room
Many games you play inside my head
I gave you everything but was misled
There is no excuse for your reasons and claims
If it had been real there would be no one to blame
This choice you made…
dedicated to the biggest fucking bastard in the world - anthony
I'm so sorry. Listen, you are only 21! Start dreaming, think about the few free years you have left and what stories you want to fill them with.
I finally let myself start to dream about my future and it made the world of the difference.
that was probalbly really shitty advice, sorry, but just remember you are NOT alone!