well.... today was very busy but i found out i was given the loan i was hoping for. so that is a plus. the down side is now that if i get an apartment half my grant from school is taken away - needless to say i wont be getting my own apartment. i made a payment for my dorm room in the fall-hopefully ill get a single room if i cant get into specialty housing. well i was going to type something but my roommate eric was talking to me so now i forget. i went to the gym tonight, am trying to build back up to where i was before i had to be off my feet for 2 weeks. i sprinted for 15 minutes, jogged for 5 and walked 5 which felt really good. i also did ab work and push-ups. After that i went and sat in the sauna for 15 minutes but im still a little achey-this too shall pass i suppose. got my psych exam back and though it wasnt the best it was better than the last and i am still maintaing a B average in that class. I know i can bring it up to an A. I have one more test and my final is two test grades. i also have a paper to do yet and she counts class participation. two things i really need to work on right now are history(i was surprised there) and spanish. stats i know will be a continual struggle but i now know that it is something i can do ok in. I would love to bring my C+ up to a B and i definitely know it is doable. Wish i knew what i had in english but Dr. Bittel doesnt correct or give anything back until the end. I'm doing swimmingly in philosophy. I love that class. yesterday my prof Dr. Forley was talking about if he got paid 3 grande a week to be a rockette like his friend does, he would shave his legs, dress as a transvestite and maybe get a sex change operation just for the money and if his wife had a problem with it and said it was either him or the money he would say "hell with you, i need that 3 grande a week because i sure as hell dont get it working here!" ahhhh he is hilarious. somehow sex always comes up in his lectures which is too funny. he was talking about a dance recital type thing where a company from philly came in to perform and all he could think of was sex while watching it. haha. love that guy. so on friday matt is supposed to pick me up and at some point i think saturday evening we are going to a little concert nearby. i just hope we dont go to the bar this weekend - im tired of going and really im very sick of drinking. hmmm i have to pee and my roommate is in the bathroom-that sux, i hope she isnt going to take a shower. but yea... guess im gonna go for the night.