ok.... this weekend was very weird. first i have to say, i went out clubbing on thursday and got very drunk which was not such a good idea but i did have a blast on the dance floor. so... ummm i think i gav paul false hope and i feel really bad but thats not even half of it. friday night i spent with friends and family. around 10pm anthony started texting me. he and i have been broken up for about 2 months now but have tried being friends which has had a lot more downs then ups. ummm all i can really say is that we are officially back together which i am really psyched about but a little scared... well a lot scared. he and i had been together for 8 months before which i dont consider very long but we never said the "L" word or anything like that... we could bust each others chops and be happy with that... so yea... we are back together. I have only given a second chance to one other guy and that was in like 7th grade so... this is a big deal because he and i had a very serious relationship. i cant tell you how good it felt though to be back in his arms and having him hold me close. so... wish us luck - we'll definitely need it. there are still a lot of things to work on - hopefully he'll put in the effort like he said he is willing to. So, now i am back at school and there is a week and two days until i go home for thanksgiving. I can't wait. homework is awaiting me so have a good night every one!