so i just finished my paper for psychology of gender, i think it is a good paper, but we shall see. I had been trying to get ahold of matt for quite awhile but his brother was on the phone... doesnt matter same thing as last night - he was playing yuker. oh well. maybe im just over emotional for that certain reason that most girls are overly emotional. i just cant sleep much when he is not here and we always ended our day with conversation. plus since he started his job awhile back his schedule has been different so... definitely not many late night convos anymore. i tried to make an appointment today but they wont accept may appointments until may which is really annoying. i got my midterm back from english lit today- i was annoyed because i got a C+ this is bad for me, i was one point away from atleast a B-... i always get A's in english... geez it was the only thing i was good at. so i guess there might be hope for a B depending on how i do for the final. we are just finishing up Dracula right now - good book to anyone who likes vampires... i hate those kinda movies and books but now i actually want to see the movie. am not going clubbing on thursday... havent been sleeping well at all, at first i thought maybe it was the time change but my lack of sleep has occurred every night since. it makes me annoyed because i need it so badly... maybe it is because of the upcoming finals, but i dont REALLY feel stressed by them, just a little... ya know... like trying to pull my grades up as high as i can - not that they are bad but i always feel i can do better. i cant get rid of this damn knot in my back, matt massaged it out for me a little this past weekend but its back again ten times worse. i went to the gym today... really had debated on not going because of having to do my paper but i knew i would hate myself later if i didnt go -damn i hate media. so i went to get the stuff to clean the treadmill off when i was done and didnt see the damn weight holder and bashed my leg into it - so know i have a nice black and blue mark on my thigh. tomorrow morning i am getting up at 8 to go to the gym, from 9-10 there is an experimental psych thing going on that i want to catch so i know what to expect for next semester, then i have work study from 10-230, psych of gender class 3-4, then im hitting the gym for a long hard workout - i wanna feel the burn! yea... so then i guess i told someone in history i would give them the notes they missed but since my handwriting sucks im gonna have to type them out (arent i nice?) then i have a final for philosophy to study for which will be held on thursday - better to get it over with. It's on Plato, Theaurou, Martin Luther King, Locke, and Mills (basically theories on government)I guess somewhere in there i'll talk to matt - if he has time. i guess im gonna try to get some sleep. p.s. A - I'll reply to your last email when i get the chance, it may be a little late but i wont forget.