social class

social class discrimination is a very big thing today. i realised that through two things... dating anthony... i am reminded of the rolls royce convention with the waitress who got coffee and refused to be tipped - i probably would have done the same thing had i of been in her shoes. also since i have come here to marywood... im sick of being on the bottom rung of the ladder. finding out that it will take 3 years to get my masters IF i get accepted into the graduate program has not made me happy. But i was blatantly told that only the top in the department get selected but than i wondered how many students had connections to get in because they had money. i dont need a ton of money to be happy - i have learned through others eyes that it holds true. but i have hopes to have that medium house dreamhouse and be able to afford it. i refuse to live in a rowhouse. i hate that i struggle to pay my tuition - i can barely afford to pay for my next fall semester so im cashing in my savings bonds and trying to find a job. if i dont get in to the masters program... what does that mean? i mean what exactly can you do with a bachelors degree in psychology... whats hardest of all is that i know my parents get aggrivated with me when i am upset about things like this but they wouldnt know anything about the pressures of college. thats what happens when you marry at 17 and 19, have four daughters and no furthered education. of course some people dont have to worry about this because of inheritance and good for you... but where does that leave people like me? yes i am being selfish in this entry because i am upset... oh well... im just tired of bending over backwards and not getting anywhere. sorry if this blurb upsets people, its not meant to offend its meant for venting.
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if it were easy everybody would do it right? dont give up. you're strong, you will persevere. i have faith in you. dont let people get you down.
[Anonymous]
well people who are born into money seldom appreciate it, where as you, when you make it, which you will...you will cherish all of the truly special things! Hold tight to dreams...and keep fighting, the future for the young is dim...you are much further ahead than you believe. And for me, I have extreme faith in you.
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