{21} Ughh life...

Listening to: arch enemy
Feeling: confused
well another day has passed and summer is still the same, i dont really know what i am gunna do this summer... its pretty boring and i have been sitting on my ass doing nothing except eating and staring at this screen.. like a true american!!!!! well yeah its sooo dumb my dad keeps asking me what i want to do when i get older and what my future goals are and im like shit idk... its sooo lame i dont want to do any thing the place has to offer because its all the fucking same, you wake up early you go to ur gay job work all day and go home and then wake up again and do it all over! all that for a shitty pay check that u basially give to the government and slave away to do it all again! thats exactly what you are is a slave! fuck that! i dont want to wake up and know i will be doing the same thing everyday for the rest of my life. i dont want to wake up knowing that if i ever want to have a family i will have to give my life up just to put a roof over my head. it shouldnt be that way, i mean to make it in the workd today you have to be rich or poor... no inbetween becuase when ur rich the government is on ur side and they love u, and if ur poor they make it look like they care by giving u welfare and shit. well i dont know cuz i dont even see the world working in 20 years... i mean our president has been in office for almost 4 years and look how much dammage he has caused. with another 20 years added to that i dont know what could happen. ehh well as my parents say i am too young to be worried about these things...
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hey i LOVE your header picture..im so glad to see that people on this site like nirvana..great diary ..i think i will add you as a friend.
-jaclyn
[Anonymous]
Kass i completly understand.i just wish i could stay a teenager forever. cuz i really do have it good. i can sleep allday and still get to eat. i really like your opinion. we need to see farenheit 9/11 together. i already saw, but i liked it so much ill see it again and again. come over and i will save you from this boring summer everyone seems to be having. well im sorry i didnt talk on the phone last night. i was real tired. well i love you- kt