So im kind of living up to my last entry... I think it has finally set it. Theres nothing i can do about it so i should just get over it. And thats what i am doing. I'm hanging out with him today. I'm excited to see him. We had a talk last time we hung out and so i feel a lot better about everything. Guh, i get butterflies in my tummy and everything. Hes truly amazing. I couldnt have asked for more. 4 years.... id say i deserve it. And i'm not an arrogant person. Anyways, In other news, I have to write this essay to a guy i met online like a year ago. He wants to meet me in person, but i dont do that whole 'meeting offline' thing. So he said "fine, write me an essay on why you shouldnt meet me." and thats what im gonna do. He said he is going to grade it and if i get lower than a C i have to meet him. Well, fuck that. Ill write it, and even if i get a F im not meeting him in person. Bleh. School is hell. i cant wait till june. I might transfer out of el camino. I have no idea where id go, but they are giving wayyy too much work. Im in hw up to my eyeballs. It's all written work too. So i have to read like the entire effing text books and then write like another one. Not working out for me. But yea, im gonna clean a bit and then get ready to hang out with Tyler. Sooo ok. Take care ♥