Well ive had a breakthrough. A BREAKTHROUGH NOT A BREAKOUT!! I know u were thinking that justine. But Thanks to my lovely, beautiful, smart, and talented best friend Justine i have had a breakthrough. I must keep going and trying. I try and try so much on one person that i want to give up trying because i think that no one is right for me. Maybe no one is right for me and i will die an old hag with lots of cats. But at least i know i tried. I cant think about anyone else, STILL, but i know its not the end of the world. I can move on.. i mean it will take time but i will move on. And apparently i have till im 35 according to Justine.. so i got some time. :-D Well this entry isnt going to be long.. its just my first attempt at venting. Im trying justine, cant u tell?? K well thats all for now. byeeee