UGHHGHHHGGGHHGHGH I like him a loooot. I miss him a lottt. ohemgeeeeeee. How will i deal with this when he goes to nevada for 2 weeks.... or new york? i do not know at alll. I still dont believe this whole situation... I'm still waiting to wake up from the longest dream of my life. epps. Anyways, im supposed to see him today so that will help me contain my obsession for a day or so. guh. why cant i be 18 already so i could just move to some distant location and live happily ever after?