I'm fucking up. I got mad at him on the phone and i wasnt even mad at him. And he kind of stopped talking. ...i feel like shit. I cant be fucking up. i dont know what id do if i lost him. hes the only thing thats keeping me wanting to wake up. And go to school and put makeup on and do my hair. guhh this cant be healthy. I want to go to sleep for a couple weeks. Goodnight♥