Sooo its getting close to the christmas season... and the malls have all their decorations up and everything. It's not even thanksgiving yet... I think they forgot a holiday. But anyways, I dont think my aunt is gonna be out of here before christmas. I really dont. Like my mom says "oh she will be gone by this date." and what not, but shes never gone. Its always "just 2 more weeks, Kass." Im effing tired of it. No more two weeks. No more nothing. Its gotten to the point where it is effecting me and my sleep and everything i do. I cant stand being home and when i am forced to be home i dont leave my room except to eat and use the bathroom. Its getting effing ridiculous. Just this morning, my aunt was like screaming at my mom. Saying that everythings her fault... and my mom just sat there and took it. I would have killed her. Most that know me, know me as a non-violent person. But there is a line that can be crossed, and i dont care what anyone says, she crossed the line with no intentions of coming back over. Gosh shes so damn crazy. Accusing me of stealing her keys and ciggaretts... Like okay, i dont smoke and why would i steal her lousy keys?? i dont want anything she has. She was supposed to leave like 2 weeks ago... and like 6 times before that. My mom is like being soo dumb. Im like "i understand that she is family, but shes not being a very good member of the family right now." Loving family members do not get you kicked out of your house and then continue to stay there causing mayhem and chaos everytime she goes off the deep end. Which is pretty much the highlighted event of the week. If she doesnt leave VERY soon, i will move in with my dad. This is way too much for me. I cannot stand it any longer, she is driving me insane. And im being serious. I will fucking go mad if she doesnt leave. Id like to believe im very in control of my state of mind but just her craziness around me all the time is making my fucking brain warp. And id like to let it be known im alergic to her as well. My alergies have never been this bad before. And coming from a person who rarely leaves the house, i have no other choice but to blame it on her. ♥