So yeah... i am not sure about a lot of things right now. like im not sure what i want... about anything. I dont know... its like a giant stage of confusion that wont go away. so basically its not a stage its my life. so i am confused with life. like EVERYTHING. i dont know. errr its soo hard to write out ur feelings when you dont know what ur feeling. But yeah. _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- yesterday was a fun day. I met up with Justine at the mall. We hung out at Toxic for a while. well a long while. We talked soo much. But it was like good, i mean it was like refreshing to have an inteligent conversation for a change. Idk. but yeah then her mommy bought us mcdonalds fries. and then her and sheyanna went to the hello kitty store for like an hour. lol but yeah it was a good day. just relaxed. But today i didnt go to school for the first time in 3 1/2 weeks. I felt like poop this morning. So yeah its like 2:20 now and im bored as hell. K im dont writing. see ya