Listening to: Tom Petty
Feeling: alone
Gosh... im stuck right now. I am soo lost and i need to make a decision that will either make one of my best friends even closer to me, or not one at all. i have no clue what to do. i almost feel like i should keep my mouth shut becuase things are going so good right now. He makes me soo happy, and i never want to loose the feeling i have when i am around him. I want to say how i feel so bad, but i dont want to be the only one who feels that way and most of all i dont want to lose him. I cant make a choice for him and i have no clue how he thinks of me, or if he thinks of me as more than a friend. Some people think i should just take the chance and tell him. Just say it, and if he doesnt feel the same then i know how things are going to be. If he stops being my friend i shouldnt get angry because he will never be what i want him to. But i want soo much more than for him to just like me. If i cant have that i want his friendship. I want all i can have from him because i love him so much. I guess this is somewhat a typical problem most people have. I just dont feel like its a typical problem. I dont know what i should do... I i have no clue. I am so completely undecided, i want to scream. I should scream, but i wont. well if anyone has been in this situation, please help me out, or just give some advise. im in dire need of some right now. later.
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