I am so cold still. Got back from wandering around uptown and 'chilling'. I'm sorry if you thought we were mad at you, Blair, NikkiA just wanted to say something. Your mom would not go away, I swear, until she finished inhaling their smoke..Is she going through cigerette withdrawls or something? Jesus. Everybody made fun of her after she left. It really wasn't that fun, they kept kicking us out the snow area and John Somebody and his gang got the cops called on them for throwing snowballs at the people telling them to leave..I didn't know half the people I talked to and I was depressed half the time and walked around in dark alleys looking for Robbie's boyfriend so I could score some drugs. No go which is okay. I found some coffee and choked that down black until NikkiA took it from me and drank most of it. Damn her. She lit a cig right in front of my parents and started to beat the crap out this boy and she called my mom 'mommie' even though they've never met. The look was funny. They left to do whatever and shit happened and you know this is in no particular order..blah blah blah. Me and NikkiP rode around until some guys tried her bike. This dude was catwalking by the corthouse and almost flipped because there's no brakes on it. We forgot to tell him. He broke some of the sidewalk, too. I almost hit a car on her bike when I tried to jump the curb and my hands are scratched but its cool. It was pretty gay but all right. I got Shane to read Lost Souls by Poppy Z. Brite. I so rule. He says he loves her now and wants to read Drawing Blood. I still don't think he's hardcore enough. Or is it gay enough? I can never remember which.. Jillian, who feels stupid talking about her day when she said she'd only write random stories/poems here. Fuck it