Everything is becoming so confusing. My momma and me sat around and listened to Randy Travis and Meatloaf and talked about Patrick Swayze and Robert Crumb comics. We ate peanut butter and went to all the department stores to find cheap clothes. I don't know how I feel about her anymore.. My birthday was Wednsday and we only fought once and I use to hate her but I don't think I do anymore. Fuck this, I'm going shopping.