SO fucking pissed off right now. I took a bean an hour and a half ago and I'm not feeling it. It took me three hours to get it and when I went back my boyfriend was gone. I have no idea where he's at and I know it's my fault for being gone so long but goddamn I got one for him too. I gave that to Bri. Damn, she owes me so much money. I paid off her and Jessica's drug dealer so I could get something and I ended up giving her his bean when I shouldn't have. I was just upset. And now I wish I had it. DAMMIT. I'm upset and broke now and not even high. ARGH!!! You just don't know how I feel right now. Peachy peachypeachypeachypeachy I wish I had gone to that guys house and did his coke. Then maybe I wouldn't be like this right now. I WOULDN'T BE AT THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW EITHER. I miss my babe. : edit He called me...went to the river, had fun I guess. I wish I could have went with him. I wish I could go over there now, but apparently not happening. I fucking hate myself. man.