So I tripped with Trey and Darren last night. Originally we were suppose to get coke and weed but the guy never showed so we said 'fuck it' and got coricidin. Took them about midnight and watched Dungeons and Dragons. Drunk people came over and the pills started kicking in. Me and Darren were on the bed and I was trying not to cry about the fight he had with Whit and trying not to ask why he was such an asshole. I vaguely remember walking to Tanks and his house smelling bad...I do remember Darren pucking and me being in the middle of a sentence and getting up to puke. Hearing "YOU PUSSY". Never, never eat chili before taking 12. Don't. We tripped in the kitchen and in the bedroom where I saw blood on the ceilings. It was cold. I think. Me and Darren woke up in the same bed...I kind of remember calling him a pussy and too scared to get up there with me so he jumped on me and we curled up together. I didn't want to be alone. I miss waking up beside him in a way... Trey's mom came home that morning for like five seconds to tell him she was gonna spend the night at Ken's again, saw my car and walked in the bedroom, me and Darren were still in bed together. She just said hey and walked out. I bet she told my cousin afterwards. She was high i think. I went home and crashed on the couch until 230 when momma came home. Took a shower and went back to the couch until Bri Bri called me and we went to eat. I went to bed after. Jamie called about 1030 drunk as hell so I went to the party and he passed out on me. He was too drunk...telling me all kinds of weird shit. Drunk ass. I hate when people say shit like that when they're wasted. But whatever. I left him in the porch passed out after a while. My sister just had a baby. Julie-anne three weeks old and tiny. I hope she doesn't turn out like me...