He left a hicky on my neck. On. My. Neck. Well, on my stomach too but I'm not worried about that. How the HELL am I suppose to hide that? Gah, I'm irritated. He's leaving Friday for his sister's so I wont see him for two weeks, which sucks, but we'll get to talk on the net so it's a bit better. Ha, he called so much today that daddy got pissed off, Whitney called once, and I think Robin did too. Man, dad got pissed off enough to let me go out so everyone would stop calling. Haha! Me and mine got together Monday and Whit said Drew was "jelous". What the Hell does he have to be jeolous about? Leave me alone, douche guzzler, I'm tired of your bullshit and it amazes me how I put up with it like I did. Thanks for fucking me and then leaving, I really appreciate you blowing me off for other people. I know what you were doing so don't even deny it. If you want to dick around then fine, you're not my problem anymore, and I'm not someone you can get jelous over, you made it perfectly clear that you'd rather dick around then be with me. I really can't bring myself to feel much for you anymore, other than disgust that I ever trusted you enough to love you. You really are so arrogant, and I'm finding that out more and more. This is goodbye, now you're not going to have someone to write to you when you leave. I would have at some point but now...now, I don't have much to say besides "You're an asshole and I hope you regret a lot of things in your life." I think you will and you deserve to. Enough of him, he's ran my life for too long. I'm about to finish my cigar and watch movies until I pass out. Then, I'm going to wake up to my boyfriend calling me. Ha, he loves to call at weird times ---------- This took forever to write, suddenly everyone was on KOTB and wanted to talk to me. Ha, I have a headache anyway to I'm gone. Peace, horse dicks.