Hello hello sit diary, it's been a while. Happy new year, I hope you're doing well. I wish I could say my life was bustling with new opportunities and happiness and that's why I've not written to you in so long, but that would be a lie. I flunked out of college because I was addicted to cocaine and partying. My body hurts constantly, so I go twice a week to the chiropractor. Yes, it's that bad. I substitute teach at the schools now, because I need the money. I was dropped from my mom's insurance and my doctor bills went through the roof. I have a lot of medical problems diary. I look back at this diary and the years I wrote in it. How I've grown and changed, and then it seems changed back again. I'm not happy with my life. Sometimes I am, but not usually. I'm about to take a pain pill. Because that seems to be the only constant in my life anymore.